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xin wo

Things you might want to know before adding my journal.

A concept that may or may not have been yanked from [info]tokyoemergency


Name: Charil Mae Zweig
Age: 20
Birth Date: 10 Jun 1989
Heritage: Mixed European. German, Irish, French, and Italian.
I Like:
Music: Engima, Morning Musume, VNV Nation, Ruslana, Beborn Beton, Kanjani8, Funker Vogt, Lee Jung Hyun, 2NE1, Subway to Sally, Carphax Files, Nightwish, The Spice Girls, and anything Eurobeat.
Fave Songs: (list subject to change or grow) Look of Today, Mikan, SONGS, Nanchatte Renai, Peace, Another World, 3 2 1 BREAKIN OUT!, Gravity of Love, Fire, Vogue Girl okay that's quite enough
Books: Battle Royale, comic!Battle Royale, Be With You, Bless the Beasts and Children, Lord of the Flies, the Warrior Cats series, The Godfather, anything by JA Konrath, Ghost Hunt, Baccano!, Heaven, Kamikaze Girls, Socrates in Love, Hound of the Baskervilles, a lot of Stephen King, and just about anything about ghosts.
Movies and Shows: For movies, Keulraesik, Crazy in the City, The Brave Little Toaster, Shimotsuma Monogatari, Deja Vu, Ghost House, and the Final Destinations. For shows, Gal Circle, 1 Litre of Tears, and I know there was another dorama I liked but screw it, that's all that's worth mentioning. I have no patience to watch shows so it'd have to be amazing to get on this list. Like... well Gal Circle and 1 Litre of Tears haha.
In General: I like fashion, shopping, music, books (mostly horror and thriller), Parapara, ghosts, cats, New York, cute things, cute FUZZY things, and meeting new people even though I'm too shy to make any decent conversation.
I swear a lot, more because I think it's funny that those words have such strong power and not because I'm trying to sound tough (though it probably also comes from growing up in New York).
I am gal.
The way I look is entirely natural, having never even dyed my hair, let alone had a chemical peel, gone under the knife, or intentionally starved myself, and I can't believe that it's come to a point where I actually have to say this about myself.
I'm not racist, sexist, anti-Semite, blasphemous, or homophobic in any way, shape, or form. I believe EVERYBODY is EQUAL. Which means while the aforementioned groups shouldn't in any way be excluded from society and basic human rights, they should also not be excluded from the consequences of idiocy. An idiot is an idiot is an idiot, and if you're an idiot, I'm gonna hate on you, regardless if you're black, white, gay, straight, Jewish, Catholic, man, woman, or, yes, even a little white, brunette, German girl :)
I'm hard of hearing, almost entirely deaf in my left ear, but music is still my life.
I'm an amateur actor looking to break into the business and thankful I live in an acting hub like New York so that I can.
I root for the little guys: my favourite Battle Royale character is Keita Iijima and I may or may not be a hardcore wota for Aika Mitsui.
But I guess most of all, I am a Charil :) Welcome to my journal!
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Dec. 2nd, 2009

kazuowned

omgcrying

Crying in the good fangirly way.

This is why.

[info]bilijoon commented on my facebook all like HEY BATTLE ROYALE HAS A NEW COVER and I just now remembered to look lol and

oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my gOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

LOOK AT THAT COVER FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

I was going to buy it JUST BECAUSE OF THAT I MEAN SERIOUSLY BADASS LOOK AT IT but IT ALSO HAS REVISED TRANSLATION AND NOTE FROM KOSHUN TAKAMI OHHHHHHHH GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD

And Fukusaku but I don't care about him he sucks and so does his movie.

REVISED TRANSLATION YOU GUYS oh my god can't wait can't wait can't wait BOOK COME ON I hope Shinji doesn't just magically "manage" to do impossible shit this time.

Haha and I was gonna be all like "And I hope Kazuhiko isn't 'Kaz' anymore" but that was in the comic. OMG GIFFEN STFU KAZ TAT KYO MIM MORE NICKNAMES THAT DON'T MAKE SENSE IN JAPANESE WTFFFFF except Kyo but idk that just always seemed weird to me

But there is one casualty then. No more "a woman obeys his man". ;____; THAT'S LIKE THE BEST LINE IN THE ENTIRE BOOK

I hope "Amazing Peanut Man" survived though because that was the second best line and it's not like it was grammatically incorrect or anything okay come on.

BOOK COME ON UGHHHHHHH FUCKING MAIL LAG

I should read the old one again for the thirtieth time so I can compare them easier I think I will do this.

i have like two battle royale icons what the fuck where'd they all go, i know i had like at least five of keita iijima alone


unrelated I just realized I forgot to change the link to my twitter page when I changed my twitter name, and now somebody snagged "charil". wtf what other charils are there

Dec. 1st, 2009

tokyo crystal mew

I should be sleeping but I'm not

I like how the first Musume single to start with the word "Onna" was the single that marked the start of 9nin Musume. And now, the second Musume single to start with the word "Onna" will be the single that marks the start of 8nin Musume.

H!P IS A CRUEL CRUEL PARADISE SERIOUSLY KOHA COME ON

Nov. 28th, 2009

HOW'D IT GET BURRRRRRRRRRRNEDDDDDDDDDDD

WHAT

OMGGGGGGG

Me in an email: Hey um I really don't think I can be in an exclusive relationship right now, so I'm sorry. It's not you, it's just that I don't think I can settle right now.

*hour later*

Him in a text: WILL YOU PLEASE ANSWER ME?! Can't you explain?

Me in a text: Um hi I went to bed already and I did explain.

Him in a text: Wow, I'm only human, I've been nothing but kind, my heart's been crushed, and for what? She's gone to bed.

UH HI I HAVE A JOB, I GET UP AT SIX, AND IT IS ALMOST ELEVEN PRESENTLY, KINDLY BE REMOVING YOUR BUTTHURT FROM MY VICINITY.

WTFFFFFFFF WHY DO GUYS GET SO ANGRY WHEN I DON'T WANT TO SEE THEM ANYMORE THIS IS FFFFFFF

also hi, thanks for proving to me that i made the right choice olol
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Nov. 11th, 2009

reina

Writer's Block: Play it again, Sam

If you could only listen to one CD for the rest of your life, what would you choose and why?

Submitted By [info]lexxyloser


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omg I don't know.

At first I was all like IT'S PLATINUM 9 DISC HANDS DOWN but THEN I REMEMBERED LSD AND BODYPOP AND NOW I DON'T KNOW OMG

... SO IF I COULD ONLY LISTEN TO THREE CDs FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE 8D olol just kidding
It would be:
-Platinum 9 DISC because SONGS and Take Off Is Now! and Resonant Blue and Mikan and Nai Chau Kamo and also Ame no Furanai bla bla fishcakes and Kataomoi no Owari Ni and Watashi no Miryoku ni bla bla aika solo and what else is on platinum 9 disc It's You? Kind of? I mean it's a Sayu solo but it's still pretty good. Mostly the first five. Mostly mostly SONGS.

OR

-Love Sensuality Devotion because Gravity of Love and Morphing Thru Time and Modern Crusaders and Smell of Desire and Silence Must Be Heard and Beyond the Invisible and basically everything else god how is there not a single bad song on this CD. Well it's a Greatest collection but STILL you'd think there'd be ONE song that's kind of not AS good as the rest BUT THERE ISN'T ilu enigma

OR

-Bodypop because Dein Ende and The Dream and Enjoy the Unknown and Sound of Believer and Sexkeit and So Klingt Liebe and also everything else. Except half of Traumfrau. I love it once the song actually starts but I don't know, I just HATE TALKING IN SONGS. Not even like RAPPING talking, but just TALKING UGH I just don't like it.

So basically any of those three at any given time.

wtf else should i blog about

Oct. 30th, 2009

aika :D

In which Charil is a wota


Do you think I bought a concert shirt I think I bought a concert shirt.

They're organized in the same order that their smiley faces are on the shirt, no shut up, no shut up right now.

I got my shirts last nightttttttttttt Yeah, shirts, I got Koha's too because it's my last chance to :( As a result I now have more pics of Koha than I do of Aika. This cannot happen.

My miniature fangirl collection used to be just two portraits and two photos (and a wristband haha) on my windowsill (I have deep windowsills...) but there's not nearly enough room for um NINE PHOTOS. So I was all. OMG I should look for a frame at Target tomorrow! And omg I found like. The perfect frame ;o;

I was hugging it all the way to the checkout~

Took like an hour to put the friggin things in though, the clasps on the back are annoying as hell!

The shirts are cute as hell too! I wish they were smaller/more flattering because then I might actually wear it out in public for serious and not as a smock in my art classes >>;

Oct. 18th, 2009

conan

A very important question.

Cao Mei: Ah. Though while incapacitated with my sickyness, I for some reason opted to play through another storyline in Tsukihime. Long story short I love how they give you the option of fucking Ciel with or without her glasses on >>;
Bishop Myers: ....LOL
Bishop Myers: Meaningful choices for meaningful people!
Cao Mei: Precisely!
Bishop Myers: When you say 'another storyline', I assume that means you did Arc's first?
Cao Mei: Yeah, I didn't even mean to that's just the way it ended up going >___>
Bishop Myers: That sucks. Arc's and Ciel's are the worst. Ciel's is a little better.
Cao Mei: Haha, so I've noticed!
Bishop Myers: Lauren (one of my suitemates) started playing it the other week. Having no idea of what she was getting into, she chose Akiha for the dream.
Cao Mei: HAHA OH GOD That's what I did the first time. I-I just thought it'd be the only logical choice and...
Bishop Myers: XD!!
Bishop Myers: ahahahaha
Cao Mei: >>; Was not expecting to be raped by my sister.
Bishop Myers: Hey
Bishop Myers: HEY
Bishop Myers: you were raped by proxy.
Cao Mei: Haha!! =D
Bishop Myers: btw
Bishop Myers: Did you choose with or without glasses? =D

ALSO MEME!
Ask me to take pictures of any aspect of my life that you're interested in/curious about -- it can be anything from my favorite shirt to my dvds. Leave your requests--can be more than one, I don't care--as a comment to this entry, I'll snap the pictures and post them in the next post.


I'll post them in a week or so >>;

Oct. 11th, 2009

koharu face

Idol faggotry

Because I just watched this concert finally trying to feel wtfey and amusingly confused again after bawwwwwing like a baby at the Bye Bye Mata Ne credits ffffff ;____________; Okay okay



WHAT THE FUCK ARE THEY WEARING FFFFFFFFFF

oh my god. oh my godddddddd

I mean. I know H!P concerts are pretty renowned for having shitty wtf costumes guru guru jump but WHAT THE HELL IS THIS WHO THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA.

Okay Momo's dress would look okay if a lolita were wearing it, and I guess Miya looks good too until you see the actual skirt part fffffff but the rest of them oh my goddddddddddd.

Maasa looks like a fucking vampire or some shit. And Risako. Christ Risako. LET'S GIVE THE FAT ONE THE BULKIEST DRESS, BRILLIANT, IT COULDN'T POSSIBLY MAKE HER LOOK HORRIBLE!

I can't take Risako seriously when she pops up on my screen looking like fucking silk and doilies just blew up right in her FACE.

the end.

Oct. 6th, 2009

aika mike

Writer's Block: Concert mania

What band are you dying to see live in concert that you've never seen before? Would you travel to a different city or state just to see them?


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How about different country? Does that count?

How about different country where I can only speak and understand enough of the language to get by as a tourist and cannot read the non-Romanic alphabet at all?

Icon related, except I accidentally clicked on the bacon one first...?

BACON: LIVE!

I don't know why I did this it's not particularly interesting and I have nothing else to talk about. Well, nothing else worth trivializing to LJ-post standards :P

Oct. 2nd, 2009

koharu face

Oh yeah and.

Because someone mentioned it and NOW I CAN'T FUCKING UNSEE.

GAKISAN LOOKS LIKE MILEY CYRUS.



NOW YOU CAN'T UNSEE EITHER.

Gakisan's prettier. Maybe it's because I never liked light-coloured eyes. Maybe it's because she isn't Miley Cyrus.

sry given up on saying "nothing to blog about" etc. Just watch the wheelchair video again.
conan

The most amazing thing...



The end.

Sep. 27th, 2009

aika :D

Desktop Meme!

- Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper.
- Explain in no more than five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
- Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!

My desktop wallpaper!

1. Because it's Musume.
2. Because gangsta Reina.
3. Because gangsta Aika.
4. Because gangsta Gakisan.
5. Because Koha's still there. 9NIN FOREVER ;_;

... wait what the fuck spellcheck why is Reina in the dictionary.

I actually very, very rarely change my wallpaper. I just changed it like maybe three days ago haha (from... another musume wallpaper...) It kind of freaked me the hell out whenever I minimized my window, because my last one had very muted colours hahaha :D

I like how I only post if I have a meme. What the hell am I going to say...? I go to work. I go to school. I saw a hot guy at the train station last week. ... um. There.

I don't know that's what I have a Twitter for >>; Maybe I should get my loudtweets to work again...

Oh, and I finally played a new(er) Pokemon game. I'm playing Crystal >>;

I've decided my favourite Pokemon ever is now Skiploom.



SO CUTE! ;o;

Sep. 11th, 2009

brunette

Writer's Block: If stains could talk

If an annoying acquaintance got spinach between his or her teeth or an embarrassing salsa stain, would you tell them or let them suffer in shame?


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HAHAHA FUCK NO I WOULDN'T TELL THEM! I'd follow them around all day until some unsuspecting person told them so that I could laugh at the look of shame on their face having realized that they were walking around all day with crap in their teeth.

Additionally:

brb loling forever

I'd blog about normal stuff except I'm working on something super special awesome so that I can prove to the interwebs exactly how much I suck. :D YEAH

also gocchin's new song and pv and thing is badass I fucking love the dance routine ffffffff. Like as soon as I heard the first beat I was all. FUCK YES FFFFFFFFFFF. I don't mind the rapper either, he wasn't really that annoying but then again I listen to reggaeton so SHUT UP OKAY NOT ALL THE TIME JUST WHEN I FIND IT OKAY.

I love that part where she's all crawling on her knees and bobbing and shit it'd look ridiculous if it was anyone else haha.

Sep. 10th, 2009

aika :D

IT'S NOT MY FAULT OKAY IT'S [info]nyazers'

MEME!
Comment and I'll give you a person. Find a picture of that person for each category. Post the results in your journal.


[info]nyazers says: Lesse... You should do your favorite character from either Baccano or Battle Royale!

HAHAHA WOW I WONDER WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN JEEZ I HAVE NO IDEA WHO TO DO.

Just kidding it's totally Keita Iijima. )

I just realized the significance of having saved these all to my old dABR folder. I-I was not even thinking I was just picking a folder I don't use and D:

What the fuck I just got an email titled "[Mature Content] Cougars'n'Cream."

Also, this is my song dujour:


... this one too:


I recently bought Bodypop. It is my new favourite CD There isn't a bad song on it. If you're into industrial or techno-esque music, or you just like finding new music, you should definitely check it out!

Sep. 3rd, 2009

aika :D

A New Username!!

Because not having a pseudonym on the internet is lame!

Rhyme not intended!

Here is my cat!



And my beautiful whiteboard!


It's Chris chan, if you're out of the loop.
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Sep. 2nd, 2009

charil

Return of the Tweets

  • 10:24 WCC needs more counselors!! Damn inefficient, do not want to be here all day! And battery is almost dead :( #
  • 10:26 I'll tweet about my dream in the meantime. I was at this play sort of Family Fun Night sort of thing. Only it had stadium seating. #
  • 10:28 And it was the end of the show. And when it was over everyone just flooded out of the building at once. And the halls looked like Fox Lane. #
  • 10:30 But they opened out into the parking lot at Foard. And my friend Lucas from Foard was there and for some reason he looked like Liquid Chris. #
  • 10:31 That was a pointless dream.....still have not called anyone else!!! #
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Aug. 26th, 2009

OH HOLY GOD

Writer's Block: It Is What It Is

What oft-repeated quote or common cliché do you find the most annoying when someone says it to you?


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UGH. UGH.

It's not when someone says it to me, but when it's typed, because that's the only place I've seen it haha.

SAYING "VIOLA" INSTEAD OF "VOILA".

OH MY GOD.
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD FFFFFFFF.

YOU IGNORANT FUCKS.

"Well you just put the bread in the frying pan, add a little butter on top, slap some cheese on it, and VIOLA FOOD!" WHAT, ONLY VIOLAS EAT THIS??? THE FUCK. YOU TARD. UGHHHHH.

I have nothing else to journal about, it's just I had to answer the question. >_____>

Aug. 17th, 2009

brunette

The Start of a New Charil!

A new Charil is being born!

The old Charil was content with the same old same old, never trying anything new for fear of not liking it. The new Charil boldly takes steps forward and does things without thinking!

... but then again... is that really a good thing...

At work, I saw these today:


Hotwing-flavoured macaroni mix!

I like hotwings, and I like macaroni, this has to be a match made in heaven!

So I bought it. And I made it.

... uh oh. It doesn't smell very good u_u

... trying one...

...

Not bad one!

Success!!

...

Ahh ahh. Eating a spoonful of them, now it's spicy... and the sauce part has weird texture So it's not so good after all... ... wh... what am I going to do with a box of these...

I think I'll stick to being Old Charil.
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Aug. 11th, 2009

HOW'D IT GET BURRRRRRRRRRRNEDDDDDDDDDDD

YouTube Hoarding

I don't know why, I just really dig this video a lot.

That dance routine is mad cool!! And I love that dude's mad long scarf, how tf can he dance with that thing.

Also, I love the random balding Caucasian man with the ponytail (yes). He's like. Overdancing haha. He should be the poster child for energy drinks.

Look at 2:40 he's like fuckin jumping and shit!

And like 1:15. Stomping like mad!! Makes everyone else look damn lazy haha.

Also PUFFY BLUE COAT!

I should play this song at my wedding.

Aug. 8th, 2009

suzaku wtf

Slow on the uptake; just read Doubt

The comic Doubt! Has anyone ever read it? I know it's probably been out for like forever but.

I don't have a jaw-dropping "HOLY SHIT WHAT" icon, so this one is close enough.

It's actually really creepy for a manga comic!! It really had me on the edge of my seat the whole time. I still have this adrenaline rush haha. A couple parts make me scared to go into my apartment at night ;-;

It's a really cool comic, anyone who's into thrillers and mysteries should check it out!

You can just ignore the rest of this post now haha, some serious spoilery stuff under here. )

... reading a mystery... it always puts me in the mood to write a mystery :( My third webcomic needs to start getting some writer love... hm...

SHIT, no, BTRN update today ;__; Wait, my pretty, I'll come for you soon~

Footnote: Doubt is so much better if read to SHOCK on repeat. +instrumental. Creepyyyyyyyyy

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